Choose this day!

Psalm 5:7  But as for me,  I will come into your temple protected by your mercy and your love;  I Will Worship You with my.... "Deepest Awe!"  

I can remember from earliest times when  in church or in prayer gatherings  getting up from my seat going to the altar  kneeling down in Worship before my God!   Feeling His Holy Spirit move me to do so, I instantly yeilded my Heart to Him in this way.   Never to apease others or show myself more Holy or Pure.  But to YEILD, and abandon myself of  any ties or practices that were  keeping me from following the Lords directions through His Holy Spirit.   Honoring and Worshiping  My Savior and Lord with a Yeilded Heart has always been my Hearts deepest desire. 

Being a New Believer,  This was a little dificult at first but His  Holy Spirit made it easy as I yeilded to His Love  more and more!   I made practice of this wherever I may have been and it became easier and easier to obey His sweet beconings,  rather than to withdraw and  feel  His Hurt.  As I moved in this quick! obedience I would feel His Strong presence" Emediately"!   I desired so much for my worship to be pleasing to the Lord always.  Many times others would follow me  by kneeling or worshiping in a more dramatic and loving way.  No longer Afraid to be seen humbling their hearts!   Instead, So deepy Blessed to enter into  His Holy presence recieving Healings and special Blessings  they had need of!  This kind of Forerunner Spirit is a special boldness I learned to pray for and still do.

Walking in this way with God when in the market places of my life is the same.  The Lord will have me say or do things that are somtimes quite unusual.  There must be a growing up!  and maturing time  ! A realisation that its Not! about the Church (building) the church building  should be a training ground to prepare deciples  for the world,  where the Lost and dying are!

True maturity will never take place if we continually follow others and not God!  This is Very SERIOUS in the age we live.  We were never meant to be  followers of others!   But continualy learning how to more "fully" be Followers of "Jesus!" Spending  time with kittens will never give you the practice and equipment needed to protect yourself from the Lions!  Jesus prepared the deciples.

Searching for people and Spiritual gatherings that Teach the Life giving scripture that helps us to  walk in the boldness ofChrist!   Becoming carefull not to be taken in by the Social atmosphere that feeds  our fleshly nature our fleshly apetites.   Serious believers need  milk for in the begining but then stronger food to stay vitally fit and healthy for the real Life in Christ.  A few years of milk . Then Meat of the word of God to prepare you for the Harvest that is being gathered in these Last  Powerful days of the LORD we are Living in!!  We should be Preparing and Training for .... REIGNING!!

I have always been very much a Non follower. Right from the begining of my Born Again Christian Life!  I made a promise to God that where He leads I will follow!  Little did I realise that the Lord was to call me into the Ministry of His Precious Son!  

The Lord Himself!  brought me to the crossroads of my life.  I think I was only about 4 years old in my walk when the word of the Lord came to me through a prophet of God! Who never saw me before so knew nothing about me!

 God spoke through her, asking me to CHOOSE today! The road I would take!  God said He would Not love me any less but I was given a Choice which crossroad I would take.  One Road would be very hard as was the walk of Christ, but many souls would be won to His Kigdome!! with  many Jewels w placed in my Heavenly crown!   He took time to remind me of the many heartaches His own Son withstood for  ... Us!....  The other Road  would be much  less difficult.  The Choice was mine!  Reminding me again, giving me as much time as I needed to make this decision.  Saying ,  He would not Love me any less!  Asking me to Choose This Day! and to Count the Cost!!   This would be  a Vital!  Lifetime decision.   And again Lovingly telling me he would not love me any less which ever road I decided to take.

This was to be the most vitally important! Crossroads of my Life !  Was I to make a difference Or... to just melt in becoming just part of the middle of the Road Christian croud!!    I felt the Power of God in that extremely defining moment of my Life!  I felt Like I was in a fog for many days after this Powerfull word to me from God!  Of course I lovingly yeilded completely!!    The Road Christ walked.!!    There would never be any Other Way for me ever!!   From that moment on I have walked through many,  many, very difficult circumstances.  And also walk in the  Fullness of his Glory as a Minister for His Kingdome!!    The Lord has always been with me.  Bringing me through all kinds of Impossible! and Miraculous! situations abroad and here in the U.S.!!  And I Love Him More and More every day I live, because of His Faithfullness  to me!!

 Back to being Yeilded,  there were so many, many times in those early days when  someone would come up to me after seing me on my knees  or prostrated on the floor saying  "could we talk and Pray"..." I  want to know you!"  "and be more like you!" or  " I want to stay as close as possible to you I feel the annointing of God when your praying!"  This is what I Live for to bring others to Christ and His wonderful World of  His   "Holy Spirit Life"  and Love.

 You see the Lord always brings Much Reward! as we walk in unashamed obedience unto Him!!  He will USE our lifes Powerfully!!   Breaking all those (Ungodly Religous formats) and (Legalisms) that He  Died to do away with!!  There is such freedom as we Learn to  Love, Trust and follow after Jesus!!    So Yeild Your Heart to Jesus and Reap the Wonderment of His Supernatural World of Exitement and Blessings !! His Holy Spirit is waiting to Bless YOU !!

May I also Remind you that this Choice is Yours to  Make !!  CHOOSE LIFE IN CHRIST!!  TODAY!!