Sunday, April 29, 2012

My New New Song, in Christ Jesus!

A popular song years ago tells it this way!

Sing! ...Sing a song! .... Sing it Happy to last the whole day long..... And if you think it's good enough for anyone else to hear Just Sing Sing a Song!!

You Must Sing your Song in life!  God made you!  And He has given you a special thing to do!  He has created you to BE who You Are!!  and SING about it!!...... and Do it!!   with ALL your Heart!!

I heard someone once say they were miserable and never felt good for many years.  But when they started doing the thing they Loved to do they weren't sick anymore!

This could be YOU!!  Let me help you.  God has given You many gifts and abilitys.  When you do what God has created you to do in this life you will feel complete!!

Many years ago I was in the beauty business. Looking back I started doing hair when I was only 13 years old.  I didn't really know for sure if this was for me, but I started stepping out by doing a few of my neighbors hair.  The news spread of my side job and I got a few more people to do .  It was big business for me.  I made 50.cents for setting a head of hair in rollers! somtimes I got a dollar!!

This was my small begining.  I was shy so this helped me become more comfortable with people. And they really liked the way I styled their hair.   later I started doing my girl friends, my Aunts, and soon with a little encouragment from my oder sister who was a cosmetologist. I was going into Beauty School. I was very sucessfull and Loved what I was doing!  I had three of my own  businesses in those early years and really enjoyed people and doing Hair much more than I could ever have imagined.

As time went by I began to feel a restlesness in my heart, somthing was still missing. Then  an old  feeling I thought was gone, began creeping into my heart.. A feeling of being lost alone in a strange deep frightening darkness.  I couldn't understand what these forboding thoughts and feelings were that would overtake me.  And what was this urgency that somthing vitaly important was missing?
  I just kept silently praying hoping God would intervene with my answers.

One day while watching T.V. a popular Evangelist  named Billy Grahm.   I heard his message of needing a savior, and to be Born again as scripture tells us.  I was in a church all these years but I had never heard these kind of words being spoken.  Then during that summer I also started watching a Christian talk show and many of the guests were also Born Again recieving Salvation in Christ! .  They talked and shared of their beautiful conversions how Jesus changed their whole life!  Hearing their story's I emediately knew in my heart this was another piece to my puzzle.  It was the Lord!!  Trying to tell me all this time He wanted me to give my Life to Him!! 

YOU must find Your SONG to SING!!  That one Song for me was Jesus!! He will help you if your seriously searching.  He took me through many years of searching for the Real Truth!  It was never to be hair styling although I loved it.   But it was sharing the Love of Jesus!  I said a prayer after weeks of listening to the man of God onT.V. and asked Jesus to come into my heart and take over my life! This began a change that rippled throughout my whole family and Life!

 As I worked on my clients hair I began helping them by listening to their needs and counseling countless people as they sat getting their hair done. This helped me overcome my shyness. Then working for  ministrys like our  channel 55  in Orlando and 700 club with Pat Robertson praying for the Lost!  Then Preaching, teaching, began in churches and small prayer groups that were  hungry for more of God!   Even traveling on missions for God following His call on my life to go to Africa and eventually Mexico!  It goes on and on eventualy to do Radio and my own T.V. program in Phoenix Az..

Jesus was preparing me all this time till that wonderfull Christian t.v. program filled in the rest of the details I needed.   I  was now Living in His Glorious Light And Truth!    Living Forever, As Jesus promised us for all Eternity!!   This is ultimately the reason Jesus Died For You and I!!  So that we can recieve this Love and Forgivness and  His wonderfull Salvation.

I have found My Lifes Song to Sing! I have been Singing it for 30 years now!!  This is why I do, what I do, in hopes to reach many of you from all over the world and Share the Good News!! Of JESUS CHRIST !!

If you haven't given your life to the Lord Jesus and believe this is missing in your Life as so many do. Pray Now!! ...  Just say these words and Truly mean it!!...  with your Whole heart!!
Jesus Will !!  Honor your Prayer this Day!!

I believe in You Jesus!  I confess all My Sins .  I Truly Repent!!   For My Life without You!!
Come into my Heart and Live..... I promise to follow you every day of my Life!!
Read my Bible,..... The New Testament starting with John.
I Thank You!!..... and Love You For Dying for my Sins and saving me!!!
I will Pray and talk to You every Day and will walk a Holy Life with your Help......  AMEN!

  I Love You with the Love of the Lord  Jesus Christ!!  Now let me know if You have said this Prayer and Have given your Life To CHRIST!!  I would love to hear from You!!   Today!

Ephisians 2;4-5,  Because of His  great Love for us, God who is rich in mercy, made us Alive with Christ even when we were dead in transgression. It is by His Grace you have been saved!

Ephesians 4;24 Put on the New Self,  Created to be like God in True Righteousness and Holiness!!

John 11;25-26 Jesus said to her,  I am the Ressurection and the Life.  He who believes in me will Live even though he dies; and whoever lives and believes in me will Never die.  Do you  believe this?


Saturday, April 28, 2012

Choose this day!

Psalm 5:7  But as for me,  I will come into your temple protected by your mercy and your love;  I Will Worship You with my.... "Deepest Awe!"  

I can remember from earliest times when  in church or in prayer gatherings  getting up from my seat going to the altar  kneeling down in Worship before my God!   Feeling His Holy Spirit move me to do so, I instantly yeilded my Heart to Him in this way.   Never to apease others or show myself more Holy or Pure.  But to YEILD, and abandon myself of  any ties or practices that were  keeping me from following the Lords directions through His Holy Spirit.   Honoring and Worshiping  My Savior and Lord with a Yeilded Heart has always been my Hearts deepest desire. 

Being a New Believer,  This was a little dificult at first but His  Holy Spirit made it easy as I yeilded to His Love  more and more!   I made practice of this wherever I may have been and it became easier and easier to obey His sweet beconings,  rather than to withdraw and  feel  His Hurt.  As I moved in this quick! obedience I would feel His Strong presence" Emediately"!   I desired so much for my worship to be pleasing to the Lord always.  Many times others would follow me  by kneeling or worshiping in a more dramatic and loving way.  No longer Afraid to be seen humbling their hearts!   Instead, So deepy Blessed to enter into  His Holy presence recieving Healings and special Blessings  they had need of!  This kind of Forerunner Spirit is a special boldness I learned to pray for and still do.

Walking in this way with God when in the market places of my life is the same.  The Lord will have me say or do things that are somtimes quite unusual.  There must be a growing up!  and maturing time  ! A realisation that its Not! about the Church (building) the church building  should be a training ground to prepare deciples  for the world,  where the Lost and dying are!

True maturity will never take place if we continually follow others and not God!  This is Very SERIOUS in the age we live.  We were never meant to be  followers of others!   But continualy learning how to more "fully" be Followers of "Jesus!" Spending  time with kittens will never give you the practice and equipment needed to protect yourself from the Lions!  Jesus prepared the deciples.

Searching for people and Spiritual gatherings that Teach the Life giving scripture that helps us to  walk in the boldness ofChrist!   Becoming carefull not to be taken in by the Social atmosphere that feeds  our fleshly nature our fleshly apetites.   Serious believers need  milk for in the begining but then stronger food to stay vitally fit and healthy for the real Life in Christ.  A few years of milk . Then Meat of the word of God to prepare you for the Harvest that is being gathered in these Last  Powerful days of the LORD we are Living in!!  We should be Preparing and Training for .... REIGNING!!

I have always been very much a Non follower. Right from the begining of my Born Again Christian Life!  I made a promise to God that where He leads I will follow!  Little did I realise that the Lord was to call me into the Ministry of His Precious Son!  

The Lord Himself!  brought me to the crossroads of my life.  I think I was only about 4 years old in my walk when the word of the Lord came to me through a prophet of God! Who never saw me before so knew nothing about me!

 God spoke through her, asking me to CHOOSE today! The road I would take!  God said He would Not love me any less but I was given a Choice which crossroad I would take.  One Road would be very hard as was the walk of Christ, but many souls would be won to His Kigdome!! with  many Jewels w placed in my Heavenly crown!   He took time to remind me of the many heartaches His own Son withstood for  ... Us!....  The other Road  would be much  less difficult.  The Choice was mine!  Reminding me again, giving me as much time as I needed to make this decision.  Saying ,  He would not Love me any less!  Asking me to Choose This Day! and to Count the Cost!!   This would be  a Vital!  Lifetime decision.   And again Lovingly telling me he would not love me any less which ever road I decided to take.

This was to be the most vitally important! Crossroads of my Life !  Was I to make a difference Or... to just melt in becoming just part of the middle of the Road Christian croud!!    I felt the Power of God in that extremely defining moment of my Life!  I felt Like I was in a fog for many days after this Powerfull word to me from God!  Of course I lovingly yeilded completely!!    The Road Christ walked.!!    There would never be any Other Way for me ever!!   From that moment on I have walked through many,  many, very difficult circumstances.  And also walk in the  Fullness of his Glory as a Minister for His Kingdome!!    The Lord has always been with me.  Bringing me through all kinds of Impossible! and Miraculous! situations abroad and here in the U.S.!!  And I Love Him More and More every day I live, because of His Faithfullness  to me!!

 Back to being Yeilded,  there were so many, many times in those early days when  someone would come up to me after seing me on my knees  or prostrated on the floor saying  "could we talk and Pray"..." I  want to know you!"  "and be more like you!" or  " I want to stay as close as possible to you I feel the annointing of God when your praying!"  This is what I Live for to bring others to Christ and His wonderful World of  His   "Holy Spirit Life"  and Love.

 You see the Lord always brings Much Reward! as we walk in unashamed obedience unto Him!!  He will USE our lifes Powerfully!!   Breaking all those (Ungodly Religous formats) and (Legalisms) that He  Died to do away with!!  There is such freedom as we Learn to  Love, Trust and follow after Jesus!!    So Yeild Your Heart to Jesus and Reap the Wonderment of His Supernatural World of Exitement and Blessings !! His Holy Spirit is waiting to Bless YOU !!

May I also Remind you that this Choice is Yours to  Make !!  CHOOSE LIFE IN CHRIST!!  TODAY!!

Wednesday, April 25, 2012

An unforgetable "Visitation"

I am very Strong Woman OF Faith!!  I didn't always know this but I realise this Now!  more than ever in my life!  God has bestowed upon my life Miraculous signs and Wonders.  Many may not believe these  things that I have experienced but  because of the LOVE and GRACE of GOD they will be Alive in me, FOREVER.  In in my stories, My testamonys,  I will share them with you hopfully to instill hope in your life and a deeper LOVE and FAITH in the God of the SUPERNATURAL!!

This is April and I haven't been able to get my brother out of my mind througout the month.  I then realized it was his wedding Anniversary in April.  He married his wife J. when she was only 18.  He was older by ten years.  He loved J. and took care of her and their five children till he went on to be with the Lord about 18 years ago.  She went to be with God in 2010.

 My brother was kind of the head of our family.  My Father and Mother had a very difficult relationship.  Because of being abused as a child my Father turned to the drink to forget horrible abuses aflicted upon him. He left us when we were young and Mom had to work hard to fend for us youngest two still left at home.
 My older sister an brother were now married. My brother S. always was there to help my Mom and us two kids.  He had a wondrfull loving and very giving nature with a  great sense of humor.  This a great blessing to all of us!  Even though he had his own family to care for he always came at Moms call.  He was very kind and always there for  my Mother as well as all that were  priveleged to  know him.
 At 62 he kept us from the knowing he was dieing of cancer and finally told us all when he had just two weeks left.

My heart broken but with a strong mission to see to it that he was truly saved. My family had moved 2,000 miles away to another state so I called him sharing my love, telling him God had been preparing a place for him in heaven.  His mansion was in preparation, as well all the desires of his heart being placed in it.  God does this for all Those who Love Him and have personal relationship with Him while on earth.  As we talked I could tell by his voice and our  conversation he was relieved to know that God desired to recieve S. into His heart.  I prayed for him just to make sure he had truly accepted Jesus into life. He confirmed his Love for the Lord with loving exceptance with tears of graditude for this special time of prayer we had together.

One morning some years later, My husband Doug and I had spent our morning time togather in prayer he left for work as I continued to worship the Lord for all His goodness and faithfulness to us.  Still in bed I heard the front door open and as it did I was thinking,  good! It must be Doug, we can pray about a few other things I had forgotten. 
Instead of my husbands appearance I experienced a light entering my room with an unusual mist. It was my brother S..  The whole atmosphere in my room was suddenly changed! I knew He was ALIVE!  and nearing my bedside with a beautifull heavenly glow all around him.  As he came to my side his smile of peace was all I could feel as it radiated waves of love within me.  I knew he was now living in the presence of God!  I laughed and cried saying to him, "They said you were gone"! Why would  they all lie to me!   "They said you were dead".  But you are ALIVE!  He then smiled a peacefull smile as he walked over to me and giving me a gentle warm  hug I just leaned into his breast. He was as alive!  Alive as  he could ever be!   He then turned left my room looking gloriousy young and vibrant just as I remembered him in his 20's.  He vanished out my hall and was gone!   I was left in Awsome! Wonder! Thrilled and stunned beyond explanation at what just transpired in my bedroom.

God,  in all His wonderment took a moment of time just for  me to see the results of my prayers!  My brother who I loved like a father was saved and was given to me for just a short while to see he WAS truly ALIVE!! and  Gloriously living in eternity with our Savior just as my Faith in the word of  God tought me to  believe!  I even had the joy of seing his precious little blonde haired son who was finaly united and at his loving fathers side.  God had taken their child to heaven through a  misfortunate miscarriage many years earlier.

The Lord placed into my heart a knowing that it was His desire to encourage my heart and  Bless me with this Supernatural visitation.  Proof of my unceasing prayers for loved ones to recieve Christ into their heart and have their name written in the book of Life!  Which God is still writing in as we live our daily lives (For Him! while still on this earth!).  

 A visitation with my beloved brother in this glorious way was  God personally saying to me.  Well done good and faithfull servant!  This heavenly visitation has strengthened my Faith in monumentous ways believing and praying for those whose FAITH is weaker than ours!    You'll never know when God will do somthing Supernatural for You!! 

But many times it will be while spending an intimate time devoted  to a deeper and deeper prayer Life where you will start to sensing His Sweet presence surrounding you.   You Will Be Raised Up! to Higher Level of intimacy when prayers of the Holy Spirit are offered up with continual Love and fervency 
  Giving yourself  to Prayer for others as Jesus is even Now doing at the Throne of God!! will ever draw you to The Lords Precious Heart .  And be ready for The Holy Spirit of God to Respond accordingly in whatever way will be most needfull for your heart and Life!!

Tuesday, April 24, 2012

He Makes Me Glad!

If you have God inside of you, We must learn to be like His deciples.  If you have been touched by His precious Love, Touch someone else with it too!
Yesterday down by our lake ( Lake Kathrine) A very small  lake but I love her as she is so full of Life and wonderfull happenings. She is a beautifull blue and sparkly green. And when the sun glances down upon her she Amazes our eyes  with almost blinding brillance.  She dances and even sings delightfull songs as the wind and breeze skim over her body.  When I sit by her shores she many times  brings others who will also take in of her beauty Joy and Peace.

 Like all of GODS Wonderfull gifts to us, they may be very simply a part of our daily life.

Today Enjoy the Beauty of what the Lord has given to you.  It may be the blue eyes of your small child.  It may be a loved one who needs your Hug.  A friend that is always  there for you. let them know You appreciate their love. Take time to say A Big Loving Embrace!! &  I love You   to  the life that God bestowed unto YOU!!   Through His precious son JESUS !!

Psalms 92:4

For You  ( make me glad) by your deeds, Oh Lord;
I SING for JOY!! at the work of YOUR HANDS !!

Saturday, April 21, 2012

Testings of our Faith Through Prayer

In Luke18:1-8 is the story of Jesus speaking in parables to His deciples telling them that men ought to Pray and not Faint. He then shared about a judge who feared not God neither regarded man.  A widow came to him saying avenge me of mine adversarys.  And he would not for a while;  but afterward he said within himself.  Though I fear not God nor regard man; Yet because of this widow troubleth me, I will avenge her lest by her continual comming she weary me.

 And the Lord said; Hear what the unjust judge said.  And shall not God avenge His own elect, (His children)  which cry day (pray)  and night unto Him, though He bear long with them.

 I tell you ( He Will Avenge Them Speedily)  Nevertheless when the Son of man cometh,  shall He find faith on this earth.   Meaning will you believe (have faith and persistance)  believing God will intervene on your behalf.

God is saying to us He desires to help us when we pray and cry out to Him when we are in trouble of any kind.  He is letting us know this is true faith!  Trusting and believing in Him!
 If this King finally gave in and helped this woman ,  How much more will God come to our rescue!

I remember the story of China Cry when Nora Lamb who was to become a missionary to China was prisoned for her Faith in God was going to be shot by a firing squad.
As the soldiers fired at her all the bullets they went astray!  Again they tried then finaly frightened by what was  happening ran off because something unexplainable was comming between their bullets keeping them from killing her!  God took care of the situation through a bright light so strong it  blinded their sight!  Probrably Huge Angelic beings shinning with Gods Glory! Haleluliah!!

Later pregnant with child, God again miraculously intervened by keeping the infant safe in her womb till the prison doors opened for her ( miraculous release).   She was well past her due time by 2 more monthes or more when she was freed and out of harms way to deliver her child, as God lovingly directed her to safety.  Now late in her yearsNora Lamb has shared her miracaulous story to countless millions  bringing the truth of Christs love to her people and all over the world!

In a book I read about prayers of Famous Patriots, George Washington seing his troops freezing in the cold, clothes worn out and starving.  He retreated into the woods and with loud crys to God  praying for a mighty intervention lest they all die!  Soon men cane running to him in such exitment for what they saw was nothing short of a miracle!  The river became flooded with fish actualy jumping out of the water  and on to the shores for them to eat!  This phenomenon miraculously saved their lives! Keeping them alive till help came.

There were many miraculous events that took place at Desert Storm not so long ago, as our troops recounted storys on a Christian talk program of what had to be unusual acts of God that took place that were totally unbelievable in the natural.  These unusual happenings Saving them and from death through countless unexplainable experiences.

God does hear our prayers and He also loves to show Himself powerfull as we truly get down to  business and pray, as this woman in the bible did!  And the countless Bible storys continually showing us how God desires to come to our rescue as He hears our crys for His help!

I have had many mighty interventions from this kind of persistant praying just like I have formerly   mentioned.  Some of them when I really did nothing but cry! This is  counted as deep intercessions when nothing comes out except moanings and deep groanings for His mercy and deliverance.  Beloved of God!  He hears Your Loving call  to Him in your desperation and  WILL Rescue YOU! And bring your answer even if it comes differently than you expected it to!

  I could give scripture after scripture of these mighty acts of God throuhout the Bible, But you can read all the accounts and be so Blessed by God as you read them for Yourself.  Thre is an annointing that fills your Spirit with New Faith as you alone learn to do this daily. It's called the washing of the word of God.  It will cleanse You,  bringing needed deliverance, Freedome, Love, and Faith! into Your Life! .

God Bless You! as you have FAITH even as a mustard seed.  keep on Praying and Seeking God ! and don't ever give up!

Thursday, April 19, 2012

Is His Light Turned On ! In You!

When I first came to know the Lord through my new Born Again and Spirit Filled Lifestyle every light in my life was turned ON inside and out!   I was  locked up for so many dark years because of not hearing the real truth and love of Jesus Christ.  But now with this miraculous change and New testament Prayer empowerment I had recieved,  I now began a walk of Boldness as the New Testament Deciples did as In the 2 chapter of Acts   I have never been the same since!   Praise be to the Lord!

I would so deeply desire to share my love of Christ  I would ask those wearing a cross how long they have known the Lord awaiting a testimony of some difference since this experience.  I longed to talk about Jesus and share His Love.  But to my disapointment others didn't share my enthusiasm and looked at me kind of strange.   After a while I kind of settled into the fact that most people were not like me and had not truly experienced the fullness that I had encountered!  I truly understood what the Bible meant about His people being Peculiar People.
 Noah Websters 1828 American dictionary reads;  Somthing peculiar, that which is found in a person or thing and in no other.
  Exclusive property; that which belongs to one person in exclusion of others.

 This was very hard for me to understand even painfull! Why did they seem to lack luster and shine out  of the the crowd?  I wanted to shout it from the house tops!  As the word of God tells us to do!  I still don't understand this lack of loving enthusium.  I had been saved!  From utter darkness and into His Glorious LIGHT!  And yet  Multitudes get so turned onto Football , and other Sport games.  with Screams , Shouts, and such foolishness.  Have the multitudes in our world allowed their hearts to become hardened to the things of God?  I have read and heard this but now it seemed to be such reality. Somthing to pray about,   Selah, Pause and think of this.

Thank the Lord! He helped us by His Spirit in those early days to  find a real Spirit filled Church!  A great and wonderful non Denominational Church.  After so many years of my life in cold dead churches I just felt SO  FREE!!  that my heart glowed with exitment with my new found LOVE!!  These other churches I attended did not have the life of the Holy Spirit in them so subsequently the people in them were of the same cold chilly personalitys lacking of His Holy Spirit of  Love and warmth. 

Today the scripture comes to my heart  from Galations "You shall know them by MY LOVE" How vitally important this is to me and always will be.  I remember one Lady comming up to us on our first visit in this wonderfully filled with love, church. She just simply looked at me and with a soft smile saying we are so blessed to have you!  There again!  was a sincerety about her smile that I felt her hearts warmth come through. She offered to pray for our needs.  I kindly returned a smile and thanked her so very much for caring to even ask.  This was a Jesus! moment! No Pushyness or questions.  We returned and remained there for many years.  We saw and felt  the Love and Truth of Christ being Preached and Lived out through many others in that place of worship.  Oh and worship went for 45 minutes and somtimes over an hour. While Beautifull words from the heart of God came forward from those filled with the word of wisdome and words of knowlege through prophetic giftings.  Edifying and blessing the multitude in need. With the Holy Spirit  always leading  not Man.

 Galations 5:22 But the fruit of the spirit is Love Joy, Peace, Longsuffering , Gentleness, Goodness, Faith :23 Meekness, Temperance.  Without these we cannot enjoy true life in the Holy Spirit as the Lord exorts us in the word.     Selah, pause and think about this......

I have heard many friends of mine repeat these same storys in their life.  I call it the separated life.  The word of God calls those of us who seem Peculiar ( His Remenant) A small portion of the whole piece of fabric.  Or a small number of true believers that are deeply devoted and live sacrificed lives of prayer and intimacy with the Holy one, Jesus who we love and live for.

I pretty much lived much of the New Testamentin my day to day life.  The Holy Spirit  would speak to me daily after praying and spending time with Him. There were times I would shock my husband  by aking him to stop the car so I could give a bible and some money to someone on the street.  This many times seemed scarry and unsafe. But when he saw this was part of how the Holy Spirit  would use me he relaxed with it all and would pray for this God moment to be a blessing.  I was used in very unusual ways as the Holy spirit spoke to my heart. This obedience to the voice of God brought my heart such peace and joy!  Fear would flee as Gods loving Spirit would lead me as He still does to this day.

If you are not experiencing a Life in the Spirit !  Re-evaluate what is wrong and pray for God to help you make these vital changes. It may very well be you will need to change churches to one filled with the Holy Spirit and The Love of Christ.  Its not about all the pleasures of Moka chino's and Latte's.  Or fancy modern buildings (in much debt)  It could be in someones home.  Or a  simple bible study filled with sighns and swonders after praying in the spirit and God starts moving to heal and set free! These are the places we were to frequent while our growth catapulted to new heights of Glory.  We Had To make changes In our Life!  God will help you and lead you to these simply filled with Jesus meetings too!  After all it should be All About HIM!!

JESUS!  should be exaulted in the place you worship and in others you are with!   Not Mans Ideas and Mans adjendas.  The Lord is causing a Great Separating these latter days we live in!.  He has His Eyes on The Remenant of His people!!
Where are You!  You should be making a difference wherever you Go!  and in whatever you Do. 
Please Read Acts 2:  The Holy Spirit Wants to Change your  Life TOO!!  Are You Willing?    It's getting Late!    Beloved Of God.  Be willing to Let  God touch your life and You too!  Will be used Mightily! 

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

Prayer and my Lost "Cat"

As I was thinking of what I could share with you all this day, when in  that very instant the Lord spoke to my  heart.  What about sharing what has happened today! So I am delighted to share it with you how good the Lord is! by this story.

In the process of moving into our little village of condo's  my new neighbors cat ran out of her house!  Cought in the frenzy of moving furniture and noisy boxes,  He was gone down the street!   To encourage her to pray and not give up looking for him!  I took time out to tell her the  story of my cat,  sweet  Harriet,  who is now since then  in her heavenly home.  I have told this story in Africa during a mission for the Lord and many other group ministrys because it's  such a Wonderfull faith builder.

Years back the Lord answered one of  my most wonderful prayers after many monthes of crying out to Him through much prayer and intercession.   I prayed asking Him to use me mightily for His glory.  Send me anywhere but don't let me lie dormant when so many are in need of you!

 It's not that I was not being used of God.  I was a Sunday A.M. alter counselor at our church of 2,000or more.  Also spent times during the week counseling at our busy counseling center.  Along with personal volunteering for many local ministries here in Orlando Fl. whenever I could.  Prior to this was part of Beny Hinns Church and Ministry doing much of the same. I knew God had a call on my life and desired to please God  doing whatever He laid before me.  So I kept very busy and  loving  every minure of it!
It was during this time God impressed on my heart the deep desire to go to another country to teach on the Holy Spirit Led Lifestyle and Intercessory Prayer.  I aproached His throne for quite some time when one morning I yeilded comletely to answer His call for me  to go to Africa!  I was Thrilled!!

During this time of extensive preparation for my trip my cat Harriet who was trying to protect her domain broke through our screen window trying to scare away another stray cat that was aiming to attack her.  The screen was loose and she actually ended up jumping out the window  chasing the other cat down the street.

Harriet didn't come home that night.  She ran so far that I believe she got turned around in her furey got  disoriented and lost her way back home.  Every day and night I searched for her calling her name and trying to find her. Finally it came to the last few days before I was to leave for Africa, and I knew once I left that our very busy family would possibly continue the search for a little while  then get dicouraged and give up.

 I really loved this cat she was extrodinarily friendly. Everyone comming to my home loved pampering her with petting as she would  jump up on their lap.  When she was sure she won their heart she then would make a spectacle of herself by purring and putting on a little show of twisting and turning round and round which got her even more laughs and attention.

One day  I asked the Lord why He was not answering my prayers.  I knew He brought her into my life to begin with  (she was an abondoned stray)  that I rescued  from being hit by a car in a busy intersection on News Years Eve 11 years earlier.

 I believe in the Power of Prayer  and I knew that there was nothing IMPOSSIBLE for God!  Even if it was only a non important little pet cat.  I had experienced too many miracles of all kinds to think that God would not, do even this  (small)  thing for me.

Just as I whispered this to the Lord His answer came emediately and In my heart and mind came these words "If you will interceed for Harriet the very same way you would interceed for one of my lost souls.  I will bring her back to you!!  I was shocked and suprised at His words,  And there was No mistake I KNEW  I HAD HEARD HIM CORECTLY!!   He said I must interceed just like I did for a one of His lost souls.  That meant with (tears and deep groanings) as I usually did in my intercessions for the lost!!  My mind raced as the devil said, What if my neighbors heard me in my back yard shaking her box of food and weeping and crying.  So what!! devil!!  I didn't care!  I WANTED MY HARRIET BACK  MORE THAN ANYTHING and would be obedient to God no matter what!!

WELL THERE I WAS AT 4:00 a.m. that early morning standing on a 4 foot ladder reaching over our fence into a 3 acre empty lot where  I knew she must be hiding to protect fherself.  Shaking a box of cat food ( she knew that sound) trying to get her attention with my heartfelt intercessions with tears and broken heart yeilded totally to Gods heart of mercy just as I would a lost sheep in His kingdome.

  I did this for quite a while and when I saw no sign of her at daybreak I came in the house completely broken hearted.  Just when I felt as defeated and dissapointed as I've ever felt I walked slowly back to the bedroom when I heard the weak sound of a meow at our front door!  With my heart beating wildly!  I ran threw open the door to find Harriet who quickly scurried into the house and right to her familiar food and water bowls in our kitchen!   Praise The Lord she was home!!   And God had answered my Heartfelt Prayers!!  And I was able to go to Africa on my misson for the lord with such a peach knowing all was well in my heart family and home.

After sharing this Faith building true story J. my neighbor said she was not going to give up!  Today she told me she was up at 4:00 in the morning crying and praying with all her heart doing just what I did!! 

God so graciously honored her new found faith!!  Her cat was found the very next evening after praying and interceeding that early morning and she found her cat  hiding in some bushes just ariund the corner from her house.  She called out to him and upon hearing her familiar voice he came running right to her!!

I Pray for you never to Give Up !! !! In theBook of James Gods word tells us the fervent prayers of a righteous man Availeth Much!!    Remember always you must keep faith and Believe !! Jesus Himself in the midst of His short life here on earth encouraged His deciples, especially Thomas to not doubt but to Believe !!  If it is somthing dear to you He will answer. He cares about the desires of your heart somtimes even for a small cat named Harriet!!

  

Monday, April 16, 2012

God In My Desert

Psalms 143:5 says I remember the days of old;
I meditate on all Your Works;
I muse on the works of Your hands
I spread out my hands to You like a thirsty Land

When I have found myself falling deep into troubles and can't see a way out of I remember all the times that God has wonderfuly intervened on my behalf as I would go to Him in prayer.  Even now I am not in any kind of situation that needs emergency intervention from my Lord.  I still desire to lead  a pleasing life for Him.  I still need Him to do Mighty things that will help me to be more like Him in my every day life.
When I feel secure in all I do I  realize I must continue to lean on and trust Jesus to show me the things I canot see that are wrong in myself.

This week I have had many tests and trials compared to other weeks.  Did I handle these things with a pure heart?  Or did my suprise attacks in my life this week catch me off guard! The answer is NO!  As I look back I didn't do as well as I should have!
So I  spread out my hands to You Oh LORD !!  For I do see the many errors in my ways that I cannot fix!
I am like a thirsty land so needing your refreshing in the midst of a desert of dryness ! I need your intervention of Holy Spirit  water to bring new life to my overgrown dry garden filled with many unwanted weeds  needing to be rooted out.

Have I gotten to busy with life's distractions spending less  time in needed refreshing and learning under the shadow of Your wings. So as to be better prepared for my testings for mightier use to Your Kingdome.

As I think of times past and all your wonderous ways.  I make new decisions so our times together will not be rushed or hindered.  Where You will remind me of all your miracles in my life even from days of old.  When I Your innocent lover  knowing little more than to be in Your presence pondering and delighting in our precious seasons of Bliss..

I will be MORE sensitive to Your callings to me as in the days of my beginnings.  Reaping bountifull sweet fruit overwelming to those who taste of it.
I will then be prepared for the growing  tests of this darkening life,  Helping those who are dry in the  desert of dispair.  Offering to them a refreshing that only your Spirit Life will quench as they spread out their hands to You like a thirstyLand.
Today I muse on the Works of Your Hands

Friday, April 13, 2012

The Bood Of Jesus,My Testimony

The Blood of Jesus  !!The Blood of Jesus !! What can wash away my Sins nothing but the Blood of Jesus! These are lyrics to a song I cannot forget or emphasize enough what Jesus the Blood has accomplished for you and I who have truly recieved HIM!!

Do you realise that when the BLOOD of JESUS was shed it changed the whole world ?

IT Changed My Whole Life, Saved My Marriage and Began a whole New Legacy of true believers right in my very own family and their lives.

As I stared through the window of my life through teary eyes I wondered  how I could find Gods Love and the real Truth!

When grey emptyDays of my life caused me to to question asking God  "there must be more than this"!
 Deeply searched, with my whole heart year after year!!.. He Heard ME! one Life changing day!

It didn't happen for me through the average ways I have heard of through Church or Street evangelist. No one I knew was to reach me with the truth about salvation.  It was through Randomly finding and  watching a Christian talk show that I heard the real truth.  Watching on t.v. Real life testimonys and the storys of others truley searching just as I was.

Hearing their storys and seing their lifes changed dramaticly and forever by His love, moved my heart to pray a prayer of the HEART for Jesus to forgive my sins and  come in and live His LiFE through ME.

This heartfelt and agonizing prayer turned out to be the  MIRACLE of SALVATION !  I felt "GODS MIGHTY PRESENCE" begin to empty my heart of all my sorrow, pain , lonliness, I shed tears of deliverance then heartfelt  (Joy and Unspeakable Glory!)  The words the man of God spoke that lingered with me for years were these wonderfull healing words  * JESUS LOVES YOU* 

I felt HIM that GLORIOUS DAY!!   As HE  SUPERNATURALLY  entered into my Life !!

I was instantly transformed!   Can I explain this Miracle? No I can't!  This was a Supernatural Moment  in GODS  time!  Just for my salvation of Gods precious Son Jesus to become a reality for me!

The Bible informs us we are Born Again as we give our hearts and lives to Jesus in this way.  Read John 3chapter written for you and I to be spiritualy BORN AGAIN!!  You "Must experience it for yourself".    If you really desire HIM !!  He Will Seek and find YOU!! TOO!!
 And surel  be drawn by your Deep Heartfelt LOVE calling out to HIM as He did for me that day !!

What happened at the cross of Calvery caused His sacrificial  Blood to trickle down to search out my groaning's and deep agony of soul.  His Heart heard Me. As a loving Father,  He waited for the right and perfect time by Responded to my desperate crys that day  ( Time Stood Still!)  A vow of LOVE and eternal PEACE began to reign over my life as I had never experienced before!!     

That Glorious Suprnatural moment in time when a transfusion of  JESUS LOVING BlOOD took place and entered into me through HIS LOVE Sacrificed for me on Calvery!!    I have never been the same!
Every experience is different .

Are you ready "Today to do as I did"  Just say these words with your whole heart.

** Jesus, I deeply repent!! Please forgive all the sin in my life and come into my heart transforming me into your likness.
I Love you and need you desperately.
Please Put the right people in my Life who will help me learn and grow in your likness **   Please help me.  I Thank you for comming into my life today. AMEN

This is similar to my prayer that day.  And He did honor my prayer by slowly placing those in my life who would help me grow in HIS love!!
 Be carefull not to look to organized church rules and regulations. A church is  very helpfull but remember to stay focused and directed by a Christ filled life.  Making your own decisions based on the word of God!!   NEVER bondage and Laws but GRACE  LOVE and TRUTH while dailly reaching out to others in our lost and dying world !!

Jerimiah 29 11-14
I have a plan for you of good and not evil!  When you seek me you shall be found of me!!  When you seek me with your whole heart!!

Read ALL of John for growth!
JOHN 3  How can we be born again of the Spirit of God. Nicodemus asks Jesus.

God Bless and Keep you In HIS Loving Care as you become one of HIS Children in the family of God!! Never to see or feel the fires of HELL!!  But  Eternal Life In Heaven!!  which means FOREVER and EVER ! 

AMEN






Thursday, April 12, 2012

Create in Me a Clean Heart

A Cleansed Heart
Psalms 51:10 is a prayer I often pray.
 Create in me a clean heart Oh GOD,  And renew a right Spirit within me, Cast me not away from thy presence, And take not the Holy Spirit from me.   The rest is beautifull as well.

 We want to be a clean vessle for the Lords use but we know we can't do it without the help and Grace of God.  He knows all my hiden secret and untouchable areas. ( Everyone has them).  So don't be suprised when somthing happens to allow a deeper cleaning in areas that you didn't realize were hidden there when reciting specefic prayers for example like this one which asks for a clean heart and a closer Holy Spirit walk.

 I again was recently made aware of this area in my life by the Holy Spirit.  The enemy the (devil) doesn't mind making you feel like it s O.K . if you (do) or (say) somthing  thats small compared to many other terrible sins. But in Gods eyes it's still sin!!  Especially if you are one chosen to minister  and be used of God to teach others.  It will NOT! be allowed to remain!   Many things have to GO!! even small as they seem.

Many years ago, I very innocently repeated a circumstance I thought everyone where I worked  was aware of.  What I didn't know was that NOT everyone knew about it!  And I was the one who spilled the beans.  This caused a terrible repercushon which effected and hurt  many lives.  This sent me to my knees crying and sobbing for the Lords Heart of forgivness.  Then I had to go to the person  and face up to the horrors of what I had innocently exposed.  It was not easily forgotten!

 You see there is a heavy price to pay for sin even when it may seem so innocent and trivial. In my heart I know today that God had to Chasten me quickly and swiftly because He was to use me in ministry and had to cut to the quick aeas of my life that needed to be removed.  (look up prunning of the Lord )!   Ouch!!

The word of God tells us we will be chastened so as to be trained up properly by Him!

Hebrews 12:3 Is reminding us , For consider Him (Jesus) who endured such hostility from sinners against Himself lest you become discouraged in your souls.
* In other words if you endure the chastening, God deals with us as with Sons.  He goes on to say For what Son is there whom a father does not chasten?  So there we have it !!  We must be TRAINED!! To become His very own!!      Praise God!!    

Hebrews 12:5 " My son do not despise the chastening of the Lord, Nor be discouraged when you are rebuked by Him;  For whom the Lord loves He chastens!!, and scourges every son whom He recieves"

Hebrews 12:11 "Now no chastening seems to be joyfull for the present, but grevious: nevertheless, afterward it yeilds the peaceable fruit of Righteousness to those who have been trained by it.
We are then counted as Righteous!!  Loved And recieved  as SONS of God!!

We Thank you Heavenly father and ask you to Faithfully keep your Hand upon us. Help us as we learn to continually grow into the image of Jesus Christ! your Son  Amen!

Wednesday, April 11, 2012

Worship in Troubling Times!

Just Praise Him! In Troubling Times

Beloved of God . 
I dont think anyone truly realizes that our praises to Him are so precious.  God LOVES our praises!! Especially when we are going through hard times.  He wants us to lay all our heartache sorrow and troubles at His feet.   Yes!!  laying them down at the feet of Jesus makes somthing beautifull happen! Then start praising Him for  *ALL the Red Seas He HAS!! already brought you through!!*   Go back and think about His deliverances on your behalf!!  Yes the * Mighty Miracles*  He has already preformed for you!! 

Putting your mind on all the things He hs already brought you through builds up your *FAITH* which is needed * once again in the NOW! of your life.*

Praise!! Him for the Mighty and wonderfull things He has done for you!!   Placing ourselves into His loving hands once again will release it from your ability to try to do somthing on your own and shift your all  pain on to Him!!  This is what happened on the cross!!  He took all !! * JESUS DESIRES to  Relieve us from pain and sorrow*  and take it opon Himself for YOU!!  He and only He can can solve the problems you are facing today!   In fact He is already there  *TODAY* in your tomorrows, He has gone before you into your tomorrow as you interceed pray give all your pain and heartache to HIM!

So WORSHIP !!  WORSHIP !! WORSHIP!!  Him for all He is about to do and  PRAISE HIM!! for all HIS mighty past  deeds  done in your life!!  Then start Thanking Him !!  For HIS answers for you are on their way because He ( GOD) is now in the Midst of Your situation !!

 Remember this always the Lord thy GOD in the Midst of thee is mighty. He will rest His love over you !! And will Rejoice over you with singing!!  This will happen as you worship and praise Him.  He will be in your very midst!!

 ( Read all and meditate Zephaniah 3:14-18)  Sing oh daughter of zion, rejoice with your whole heart!! The Lord has taken away your judjments.  He has Cast Down your enemy, The King of Isreal even the Lord is the Midst of Thee!!!

 Recieve today Beloved of God!! and Worship Worship Worship!! With Much Thanksgiving!!

Monday, April 9, 2012

Evangelizing Yesterday and Today!!


I looked up an old friend I knew when I was new in the Lord.  I believe I was about two in a half years old in the Lord when we both went to a busy strip mall for the first time so exited  to reach people for Jesus. 
I was pretty bold and she a little more shy but both of us so exited to share our faith.  Seting out to to pray trusting the Holy Spirit to divinely lead us that early warm spring morning.

Our family had  moved away and returned after many years, so my  friend and I were finaly meeting  happy to refresh our memories with all that was going on in both our lives after such a long separation.

 Reminising over coffee and  Divine appointments of  how God deeply honored our early days by  directed our paths so faithfully as we eagerly shared our faith with busy shoppers at string malls and other busy places people frequented passing out  tracks and just telling them how much Jesus Loved them!

She then asked if  I remembered the first person we reached for the Lord.  I said I couldn't remember the details.  She then  began  filling me in  allowing the details  slowly fill my mind. I could again see in my minds eye once again that early spring morning  as  we nervously prayed awaiting the Lords leading with who we were to share His love.
 She said do you remember her name was Susan and she was still in contact with her all these years.  They still got together to share what God is doing in her life and to pray together.

How wonderfull to know  that many of those we  have prayed for and given tracks to have been changed by Christ through  our prayers!!

Beloved of GOD, did you know that every person you bring salvation to  causes every angel in heaven to a halt  with  Applauding  Shouts of Glory and Worship to God for a sinner saved!!   Yes every soul is so vitaly important and celebrated by all of  heavens angels !! Their name is then written in the book of life!

Revelation 21:3 Behold the tabernacle of God is with men, and He will dwell with them, and they shall be His people.  God Himself will be with them and be their God!

Revelation revelation 21:4-5   *speaking of what is in store for the redeemed of the Lord*
There shall be no more death nor sorrow nor crying. There shall be no more pain for the former things have passed away.  Behold I make all things new!

Mathew 25:21  * For the one Evangelizing*  God Says, Well done, good and faithfull servant; you were faithfull over a few things,  I will make you RULER OVER MANY THINGS!!.  Enter into the Joy of your Lord!
Then  Jewels will be set in your crown for everyone you have brought to Jesus! * Isn't this exiting!!*

1 Corinthians 9:25 And everyone who competes in a race recieves a perishable crown. But we will recieve an imperishable crown from the Lord!   Praise GOD!!

Beloved of God This is our duty!  Someone shared with you the Good News!  We  must do the same for others.  Many will die a "Hellish" death never knowing unless YOU!!  reach out to them for Christ.  This is why JESUS died!  Why are we saved lest we be about the Fathers business doing what he did! Many are falling into the demonic entrapment of drugs, alcohol, sex, pornagraphy, murder, the occult!  Not counting the Horrors of the countless New uncurable diseases spewing it's sickening reality through "Death" and "Suffering" physicaly, emotionaly, and mentaly here and then" Eternally" in Hell! 

The simple salvation message is easy  not hard.  Jesus preached in simplicity no degrees were needed by these simple fishermen.  Through the power of the Holy Spirit that was given to them up in that upper room as they prayed and waited they were filled with the boldness of God to go into all the earth!!
 Read and see how the Spirits Power changed Peter right after the Spirits  infilling as  he preached his message in such empowerment from on high!.  And this too is our mission!  there is no more time to waste!   Our world is full of hurting bruised dying souls waiting for you and I to tell them just as the deciples of ancient days did.  Will you now go and DO IT!!  As they did,  FOR THE LOVE OF GOD!!

My friend Lynn and I knew Gods Love and simply shared our own testimony of HiS faitfullness.  We were so new but our hearts were poured out many times many times to reach the lost. WE DIDNT KNOW ALOT but simply were filled with His Holy Spirit and power which is all we needed!!  Don't miss this wonderfull experience in your life!!  JUST PRAY AND ASK GOD TO FILL YOU!!

John 3:16-17 God so loved the world that He gave His only begoten Son that who so ever believeth on Him will have everlasting life!!  For God did not send His Son into the world to condem the world but that the world through Him might be saved!!        PRAISE GOD!!  for every soul you have reached !!  And please go into the second chapter of ACTS and study this AWSOME encounter!! Pray and
Ask for this Amazing empowermen from God as the deciples did, and you will never be the same again!! 
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Monday, April 2, 2012

Leave your fingerprints !

In case you didn't know **Sombody really Needs YOU!**
Yes You are special a one of a kind that is why God gave to you the only finger prints in the world like yours. 
Your hands will be uniquely used of God to help, love, encourage, and be a blessing!  When you go to the grocery store who will you lift up that is down hearted?  While at the hairdresser what words can you say that will let her know God loves her?  Do you spiritually discern if anyone is hurting at the office?
Are you afraid to give, to a street person?  Few are makings hundreds of dollars and shamming you! And if one is shamming you by not getting a job, what an opportunity to share a preprepared sandwich and water with a scripture telling Him, Jesus loves them!  Could this be Jesus in disguise or mabey a test?   Strange? your wondering?  No not at all!! This has happened man times in my life.  Remember the scripture Jesus said, " If you do it to the least of these you are doing  it unto me! check it out! 

 At  wallmart while I was shopping, a lady grabbed her side and gasped for pain.   My instant reaction was what shall I do! The Lord gently spoke,  I reached out and hugged her asking her what I could do. She said that it was a cronic ailment she seldome is affected by. But today it  flared up!  As she spoke those words, she regained herself and graciously thanked me over and over for my kindness. I then had the opportunity to pray for her right there in the shoe isle.  She was so touched and blessed!

 Did you know that  whatever you do is counted and is kept record of in Gods book of life? Read  Psalms 139:15:16.   And even if you have made bad decisions and mistakes in life, like I have notoriously done zillions of times.  God will not punish you if you stay humble and repent (ask forgivness)   (Yes we must count the cost!  for our sin) But as we yeild with humility and sorrow Jesus will interve with His love redeeming our mess-ups by bringing deep spiritual healing.  

People, many times will not let  us forget our shortcomings. But God has already cast  them into the sea of forgetfulness.  The moment we repent and ask Him to forgive it's done and gone forever never to be remembered  again!!
  He lavishes His love on us 1John3:1. 
You may not know God today, but He knows all about you!  Psalms 139:1-2
.He says He knows all our ways  So whenever  you leave your mark (your fingerprint!)  It matters to Him!  In simpicity we all are Gods hands extended and are NEEDED to represent Hs love on this hurting world. Won't you let Him use you Today!  Every day remember to  pray about  how you can leave YOUR unique Fingerprints and He WILL!!  make a way for it to happen!!